PUBERTY WAS A SURPRISE

When I was young in my home country, at a certain age I started to have lustful feelings and was forever playing with myself for pleasure. At every opportunity I would put my Wilhelm into holes, nooks and crannies, not really sure why but something innate told me that this is what it was for.
Once, on the farm when I had put Wilhelm through a knothole in a fence, a big chicken on the other side, thinking that it was a worm, bit it off. It hurt. It also affected my ability to have normal relationships with girls. To be honest, I wasn't really worried about that as although I wanted to look like a girl I didn't really like their company, preferring boys. More later.